It seems like you’re delving into deep philosophical and introspective thoughts about the nature of the mind, meditation, and self-realization. Here’s a breakdown of some key points from your reflection:
Nature of the Mind: The mind is described as a collection of values and emotions. Values are said to be driven by emotions, and these values, in turn, trigger emotions. This cycle influences our thoughts and actions.
Purpose of Meditation: Meditation is described as a process of losing rather than gaining. It involves shedding negative emotions and aspects of the self, such as anger, frustration, jealousy, and ego. Through this process, one can uncover their true nature, akin to revealing a diamond through polishing.
Removing Negative Emotions: The process of meditation involves working on negative emotions such as fear, failure, worry, suffering, ego, anger, jealousy, and greed. By slowly addressing and mastering these emotions, one can liberate themselves from them and experience bliss.
Identity and Belongings: The reflection touches on the concept of identity and belongings, noting that true identity is not found in external possessions or relationships but in the process of self-realization.
The Seeker’s Journey: The journey of a seeker is described as starting with doubt and questioning, leading to a process of seeking and eventually culminating in the loss of complete identification with external aspects of the self. This loss of identification is likened to a death experience and marks the end of the seeker’s journey.